insomnia
can't sleep
everytime this happens i can't stop wondering if i'm really getting better at all
it seems like just a fragile illusion
when will i stop thinking about you? when will i stop thinking about everything? i miss you so much
your birthday is coming soon, the anniversary of his death too
what should i do? i can't keep going on like this, i don't want to lose contact with reality again
i wish i could hug you once more, i didn't do it enough at all, i miss you so much, so much, so much. where are you? why did you leave?
i feel sick